Oh~~ life~~ enough~~ suffer

As I was flipping and reading through Psalms 1~22,
My tears began to roll slowly down my cheek
I was wondering what I've been doing all this time
Not enough
It's still not enough
There's more to it
There's more
Absolutely more
The sudden depression is so much
That I couldn't control it
I thought life would just go on smoothly
Everything I ever wanted
But it's not
It's hard
When I wanna keep out of sadness,
Of depression, of anger
It came by itself
Trying to seek the negative me out
Oh Father who dwells in heaven,
In your hand shall my soul be rest
Heal my wound
Lighten my heart
Lift my soul
From the bribery this world offer
From all the thing that keep You and me apart
And use me
Use me
From today on
Heal me now
I can't stop the tear,
Father,
I shall hide from everyone,
but not from you,
You know the cause of the tear
And You are the only one capable of healing me
Father,
Free my soul
Let it roams the sky
Freely
Tearlessly
Stop my tear now,
stop it