Thursday, January 27, 2011

Horrible Terrible Nightmare

Yesterday night I was having a nightmare
It's really a nightmare
Everything seems so true
I was awake at about 12.00am
And I sweat a lot
really a lot
My heart pump an incredible speed
Scare...fear...
All came to me on that time
Desperate...
I seek comfort
But no one seems to be contactable
And I was like...
stuck there and sleepless for 2 hours
until finally...
my angel calls...
it's until then I can get to sleep again

It's really a horror nightmare
First...
I dreamed about war
I saw people die in front of me
Chaos were everywhere
I see children holding pistol
Shooting at their own family member
A massacre upon an entire country
And the destruction that the war bring upon this planet
It's horrible
Imagine
Little children of about
7 or 8 year old
shoot at their parent using a pistol
Force to self-destruct using human bomb?
the bloodshed in the scene...
cause me to tremble with fear

After a while I was shifted to another place
I saw motorcyclist riding bike at a dangerous speed
Police car chase after illegal racer
crossfire happened
innocent people by the roadside were all shoot down
Die...
And I see murderer
Murdering the innocent
Robbers killed for money
So many innocent life were lost
There was one where the
dead body was thrown into the river
Oh gosh!!!

The last part of the dream goes like this
And I was shifted to yet
Another place
white and blank
with nothing around
And I saw my family and my friend
They pop up one after another
and vanish right in front of me
they can't hear me
their face holds the expression of that of sadness
I'm trying to reach them
But I can't
Every step I took seems to bring me further away
I even saw her
vanish...
right in front of me...
vanish...
my family...
my friend...
her...
everyone...
gone....
I run without any direction
I just keep running
And the road never seems to end
...I'm scare...
I'm trembling with tremendous fear
and I woke up....
With my T-shirt all wet...

I quickly grab on to my prayer
And it somehow calms me down
I never want this nightmare again...
For what reason I'll have this nightmare
Perhaps it's because of over full
Eat too much >.<
But I believe dream is just a dream
Hopefully...
Thanks God my little angel is still there for me

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