Sunday, January 16, 2011

Weird Prayer~~~


I have a lecturer with similar story, so it reminds me of the prayer I made
What a coincidence ha?


Me         : Do I love her? 
God       : What do you say?
Me         : I do
God       : So?
Me         : I do not know if she likes me
God       : And?
Me         : What should I do? Everything is so hectic now
God       : So?
Me         : What if I fail and everything change?
God       : So?
Me         : Then we’ll never be friend again, this is my first time
God       : So?
Me         : I don’t want to lost her company
God       : So?
Me         : I cherish her very much
God       : So?
Me         : Then tell me what to do, I’m depressed
God       : So?
Me         : I need to tell her
God       : So?
Me         : It’ll be too late if I don’t
God       : So?
Me         : Will everything turn out alright?
God       : And?
Me         : Should I fear if You are with me?
God       : And?
Me         : Maybe I should do it right?
God       : And?
Me         : ….. It’s do or die, I believe in You

This goes the first part of my weirdest conversation with God, dated back at 24th of July 2010
And here goes the second part of my weirdest conversation with God, dated 16th January 2011

Me         : Up to this point, do I really love her?
God       : What do you understand by love?
Me         : Love is patient
God       : And?
Me         : Love is kind
God       : And?
Me         : It does not envy
God       : And?
Me         : It does not boast
God       : And?
Me         : It is not proud
God       : And?
Me         : Why do You keep asking me “and”?
God       : So?
Me         : ….It does not dishonor others
God       : And?
Me         : It is not self-seeking
God       : And?
Me         : It is not easily angered
God       : And?
Me         : It keeps no record of wrongs
God       : And?
Me         : Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth
God       : And?
Me         : Ergh =.=’’’ …It always protects
God       : And?
Me         : Grrr… always trusts
God       : And?
Me         : Always hopes
God       : And?
Me         : Always perseveres
God       : Then you know yourself if you love her
Me         : Yes I love her, but there’s so many things that troubles me
God       : So?
Me         : How am I going to solve everything?
God       : So?
Me         : I desperately need help
God       : And?
Me         : How should I remove the ghoul in my heart?
God       : And?
Me         : Will I be able to end up in a marriage with her?
God       : And?
Me         : I should be patient and kind?
God       : And?
Me         : I should trust her whole fully as herself
God       : And?
Me         : Everything is in Your hand…
God       : And?
Me         : I should cherish the angel who I have now…
God       : And?
Me         : … thank you

Although weird, but finally I can see through the other side of things, why everything happened, although it’s still a little unreasonable, but at least, my heart is open wider than before. There’s more to the conversation, but sorry, I’ll have to keep it private.

<3 u sleepyhead :-)

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