BOOM!!!

I do not know what happen to me =.=
Well, as usual, Sunday morning I'll go to church,
But today it's surprisingly hard to concentrate myself,
I can't get my head off all the stupid thing that keep lurking in my mind~~
It's like something just wanna burst from me,
Something I always keep in my heart,
Lately I found myself to be burden with emotional problem more than my assignment,
I try to convince myself to smile,
yet in the inside I still can't shack anything off from myself,
After constant prayer and worshiping, singing song and some bible reading
I finally get my heart and my mind ready for what pastor had to say
Luckily my mind was back on time~~
After church service I felt calmer,
still I do not know how long will this calmness stay inside me,
I wanna burst everything out!!! But I can't because I know it's wrong

What did I learn today?
Worshiping and bible reading can calm me down,
But to do it everyday?
Well, it's not wrong, just singing alone felt weird haha
I'll consider this decision then,

Just hope that my faith is enough to suppress all the problem in my heart and make feel alive again.
Hokey dokey ^^