Depends, sometime it's good but sometime it's not,
Recently I found myself to had change a lot,
I no longer act on emotion alone,
During my free time,
Instead of gaming and novel reading like I do before,
I would just without realizing,
Take up my bible which is always situated right next to my pillow and start reading it,
Instead of staying sad and depress,
I would rather sing aloud and praise my Lord,
instead of blaming how useless I am and on things I did wrong,
I would pray and ask for calmness and forgiveness,
instead of hating or hurting,
I would look into the sky,
no matter what is the condition of the sky,
morning, evening, night, raining, cloudy, sunny,
it would always make me happy,
because I know somewhere up there,
it's my final destination and final settlement,
how I wish I can be there now,
no sadness only happiness,
no more tears but smile,
but that doesn't mean death is what I chooses,
suicide is a sin,
I will live my life fully,
just as My Almighty Father want me to be,
work his mission in me,
and bring more people to receive that eternal gift with me
As a teacher to be, it's my responsibility to shape my student in the future,
this is all Gods' doing,
He's always working on us,
preparing the road ahead perfectly for us,
we as HIS children need only to have faith and trust HIM,
work our best by HIS power,
I will put my eye of faith and every trust into You,
will rely completely on Your love
May All the BEST PRAISE goes to you, Jesus My Lord!!! Halleluyah
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