Missing You~~

I do not know your condition all the time,
I can't see or feel your sadness,
I do not know if you're hurt,
I do not know if you're depress,
I can't be there for you when you need me the most,
I can't do many things,

But still,
My support are always there with you,
Missing you every seconds of my life,
Praying for your happiness and well being,
Worrying about your condition,
I had never regret what I'm doing now,
I do not want anything back for all what I had done,
I just wish for you to able to smile all the time
Because your smile is very precious to me,

I dislike your tears,
I dislike your depression,
I dislike your hatred,
I dislike you been down,
I dislike you thinking negatively
Because you're strong!! I truly believe that

Less SMS doesn't mean I do not care about you,
but because I know you're busy,
I do not want to disturb you until you are really free,
Whenever you do not reply me within 30 minutes I know you are sleeping,
because that's what happen every time
I seldom online FB doesn't mean I didn't online at all,
Because the only thing I want to see in FB is your profile,
Nothing Else...

Every night, I'll smile thinking of you,
Every morning, I'll tell myself, you are at the other end of the world,
fight for your life like me,
Every food I see will keep me thinking if you're hungry,
Every assignment will remind me of how busy you are,
Every prayer will lead me to peace, knowing my prayer had already reach you,
Every rain will make me worry if you're soaked wet,
Every lecturer will let me think of your study,
Every song will remind me of your voice,
Every book will remind me of your word,
Every bible will remind me of your prayer,
Every people who smile at me, remind me of your smile,
Every second pass on happily thinking of you,
I will be happy as long as I know you're happy,

Although sometime it's painful without you,
But I enjoy every moment of missing you~~
Because of you, I learn how to overcome jealousy
Because of you, I learn to have patience in waiting
Because of you, I have energy to live my everyday life,
Because of you, I learn to trust, to believe
Because of you, I learn to put my faith into our Almighty Father
Because of you, I was saved and are able to accept Christ again
Because of you, I know how it's like to love

I don't demand an answer from you,
I just want to watch over you from far,
Wishing that you'll obtain your happiness,
Wishing for the best for you all the time

Missing You dearly~~