Thursday, October 14, 2010

Wednesday ~~ Morning ~~ Echoes of the Little Angel

5.30 am....
I wake up earlier than usual...
Sitting on my bed,
I lean myself against the wall,
Leg folded,
Hand rested on my leg,
My headset on,
Hearing to the soothing melody,
Of Libera songs - Angel Voices

I'm feeling wonderful this moment,
I do not know what will happen next,
The next thing I see,
Is that slowly,
My vision become blurry,
I enter into a world of darkness,
A world of nothingness,
I can see nothing, nor feel anything,
Only "Angel Voices" echoes in my mind~~

Out if nothingness,
I can feel splashes of water on my leg,
And the sound of the waves,
The sound of seagulls,
And the sound of nature,
the sound of leaves been blown,
I'm feeling warm,
Slowly, darkness began to disappear,
Light began to breakthrough darkness
Once again, " Angel Voices " echoes in my mind~~

Light then began to fade,
Out of nothingness,
I saw a clear blue sky,
With the seagulls flying around,
And the sun so bright nearly blinded me,
I feel sands on my hand,
which is resting on the ground,
I grab a pile of sand,
and the sand slowly drop,
little by little,
until nothing is left,
" Angel Voices " echoes the scene~~

Sitting straight up,
I saw the sea,
That large area of clear blue water,
the water wave move slowly,
touching my feet from time to time,
And I saw nothing beyond the sea,
it's calm, it's beautiful,
only the white cloud are visible,
filling the almost nothing area beyond the sea,
no island, no nothing
But I heard it,
The " Angel Voices " echoes once again~~

Fear do I not, scare I don't feel,
It is as though I've been here before,
This familiar but unknown places,
That seems forever exist somewhere,
within me,
within this little soul of mine,
The coconut tree by the side wave their leaves,
as though they are welcoming me back,
to somewhere I know but I do not know
I stand on my feet,
I continue to look high up into the sky,
And there, " Angel Voices " echoes again~~

My body began to move along the large area of sands,
The path seems never end,
No pain, no sadness,
Only smile accompany me,
I do not know anything,
It is as though there's no more worry,
Everything seems so wonderful,
Tiredness I do not feel,
Only the heart to keep on moving,
Is there with me,
I only want to keep going,
this endless path
The soothing " Angels Voices " echoes again~~

A warm feeling suddenly envelop me,
A warm hand, holding me tightly,
Her short hair, and white robe,
That looks so familiar
The angels that echoes her voice in me,
Stood by my side,
walking this endless path with me,
I can't see her face clearly,
it is as though her face is cover with extreme brightness,
but I know,
she's smiling to me,
I do not fear,
This endless path I continue to walk,
with her holding my hand,
we began to run along the path short after,
the happiness is endless,
As I hear no more " Angel Voices " echoes anymore~~

Running along the endless path,
of sand and of sea,
of infinite happiness and empty sadness,
she comes to a halt,
she gave me a hug,
so warm, so great,
I shed the tears of happiness,
slowly she started to walk,
my leg is halt, not wanting to move,
slowly, our hand separate from each other,
and the feeling of warmness appears no more,
I stood there watching her,
watching my little angel,
disappearing slowly,
she vanish, like a dust,
and it's then I can hear no more,
The " Angel Voices " that echoes in me,
but somewhere in me,
It keep on smiling,
Feeling the bliss in it,
I know it's time to return,
To where I belong~~

Once again, I enter into a total darkness,
The next think I heard,
It's not the echoes of the " Angel Voices "
is my alarm clock,
which keep on ringing,
signaling it's already 6.00 A.M. in the morning,
I wonder, is this a dream?
I surely want to visit the place again one day,
such a soothing place,
where the " Angel Voices " echoes her sound to me~~


@ Copyright Protected, Felix Tong Jia Wei, 2010/ 10/ 13

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